Marching on March

I started writing this post on 1.31 am and now is already April. Welcome April! It is nice to see you. Please be nice to me. However, I used the title 'Marching on March' to pretty much conclude what was going on and what have been on my mind lately, since March.

• I wish I can be productive and more productive everyday, in all aspect of life, including in updating the blog. Yet, the fact is the contrary. See, look at this blog! The last post was updated one month ago. So basically in March I only produced one post. It really pictured how my productivity was. Too bad! I had indeed  reasons to justify why it happened, but yeah, it was only scapegoating other businesses. Frankly, let say doing thesis and  preparation for my big day. But, it is not really justified, because I did not show my best also on those two big things. There are many people who helped me a lot and deserved many credits. First, I would dedicate to my Mom and my family who endlessly support me, morally and spiritually. I remember once I felt very powerless but their words just lifted me up, cheer me up a bit and made me surrender more to Allah . Yes, I believe God has sent many angels in my life. They are one of them. I learned that some positive comments or words are just so powerful to change people's mindset towards life.

• Productivity could increase happiness. It lead to other productivity that would energize your day. It will fulfill you and make you feel gain something. The effect is you can be happy. There is feeling of completion and fulfillment that make you feel good. Productivity was not always in line with business. But mostly it works hand in hand. Besides, productivity will feed your hunger of activity. However, you still need some cashes to survive. To be realistic, the cash will equip your life, and somehow made you whether smile or grin. For me, not being able to make some cashes yet is such a 'misery', especially when you used to be very active and busy (different with productive, I just say 'busy'), especially when you are old, educated and experienced more than enough. I should have been being independent, financially (and more important: my-ways of thinking). In terms of financial support, I should have thanked to foreign currencies on my pocket that supported me enough these days. Hopefully soon I can get the enlightenment and firmness on my decision about my future. 

• I  wish that my blog is not merely sharing about my personal life as it is used to be. But if  it is, I wish it will be inspiring, useful and beneficial for readers. I think, it is still away from that standards. But, I am sure although it contained random thought of my life, there must be some readers out there who found it useful (why I become so confident about this, haha). Writing is not an easy-peasy, especially when it comes to your personal. For me it needs courage, effort, and mood. But whatever the reasons behind the story, I always think that writing is such a healing. It is self-healing that can enlighten you and relieve your 'not-feel-right-thingy' that sublimed on your head or heart. Because not every person wanna listen to your stories, so writing does really help.

Thank you for your kind attention and patience to read this long random thoughts.

With love, Kf 

Life Intersection

In my muse, in between my life's intersection, after I have finished torturing myself, and secured by God and Universe's grace, I found this following virtues:

• We live in this world of imagination and reality. Dream, is in between. We should not stop dreaming, until once you wake up and realize that you have to act and work hard to achieve it. Every result must have passed through a long process of tears, thirst, and sweat. So, what makes a difference for each person achieving their dreams? It is soul and energy that made it different. When you do it with your soul wholeheartedly, you won't run out of energy all the time. You will be proud and glad with what your doing no matter how others value you.
• Regarding about value. Each person has their own interpretation. The same things can have different value for different people. It is how they give meaning and appreciation to an object. Sometimes, it really depends on their perspective and life principle and we cannot argue that. We have to compromise it. It is really important to respect their interpretation.
• After my hibernation due to urgent needs, I went out for fulfilling my business. All the way to the places, I saw faces and phenomenon. I heard talks and scream. I met eyes to eyes with people and try to process whats going on and how it works. I observed surrounding and found many new and exciting things. Those simple things, really an eye-opening moment for me. Why, that short moment moved me? Because it made me feel small yet at the same time made me smile and grateful. It transferred good energy for me to be better. When I decided to hibernate and block my surrounding, I only focused on my own self. How I finish my task and so on. But then, when I go out, it gives me comprehensive feeling. After that, I talked to myself that I can not block myself from surrounding. I have to focus on my goal but never forget that surrounding can give you more meaning to life. Simply said, I won't forget to look around, experience, feel, and expand more. 
• Other people is important, as you, as well. That is why, I really like the quote that reminds me that it is not only about you all the time. You are not always the center of everything. Yes, it made me realize two things: First, we need supporting system. We can not walk alone. We are so selfish and arrogant if we think we can. We need others and other need us, as well. If you feel weak, team up together it made you stronger. That is somehow true. Yet, we have to be so mindful and wise to choose how our supporting system. The name itself (supporting system) says it all. Second, live alone if you can not understand others! Other feeling as well is also precious. No matter the reason is. 
• To grow up is never easy, there is room for adjustment and improvement. That is why sometime you have indescribable feeling about something. Your mood swung so easily. You have mixed feeling to changes. You cried sentimentally with or without reason. You can be so ecstatic, yet you are so gloomy at the same moment. It is scientifically natural. You have to be true to yourself to express wisely your feelings. 
• To live is a perpetual learning process. And to make the process went successfully, you have to keep balancing. Because life is about balance. There is portion of each to fulfill. When I saw a very successful smart powerful person at career or business but they are failed at home. I am sorry I lost respect for them, and I don't consider them as a success person. No matter what.
• If I can choose a space for growing up. I choose place that give me spacious room for happiness, warmth, trust, and appreciation. Because with that I nurtured my soul and mind to develop happiness, warmth, trust, and appreciation to others. And with that we can be grateful with all we have, all our effort, no matter how small and hard it would be. With that, I can breath peacefully and generate our productivity, and more happiness.
• God is The One who Dispose our destiny and life path. So, please keep in mind that you always have Him. You always remember Him, and seek the light to always get closer to Him.

It is always easier to say and write rather than practicing. However, I am gonna practice and commit that I am willing to face my life intersection with a happy and positive attitude towards challenges and opportunities ahead. Keep praying, keep Ikhtiar, keep balancing, and never stop dreaming! Bismillah.

Best, Kf

[About US] Moments to Remember

(Remembering while listening this lovable song of Jeremy Passion - "Suddenly")

I loved this song especially the Reff and the title which pretty much described about how we met and progressed our relationship which I can call 'suddenly'

Here I would like to mark the dates of our memorable events:

[05*08*14]

The first day you came to meet me (at my office)

[07*08*14]

The first dinner date at Parsley (accompanied by my cousin)

[09*08*14]

You came to my kost, first (informal) proposal

[31*08*14]

The first outing to the Beach (Gunung Kidul)

[21*09*14]

Spending a lovely evening at Bukit Bintang

[26*09*14]

Road trip to Blitar (accompanied by your parents)

[27*09*14]

Meeting my parents in Blitar

....

....

....

[24*01*15]

I said 'Yes' (in a formal way)

Engagement day. 

Above is the timeline of our short story about how we found each other and decided to go further. We have not treasured love story long enough. Yet, we will grow and nourish our love and life skills to conquer our future. And today is D-93 before the next new exciting and challenging chapter of our life. Hopefully God always give his guidance and mercy to us. Amiin.

NOTE:

I will write more about the details of our story later on to ensure that our decision is not impulsive or sudden ones. Each decision we took involved God (first and foremost), family, and of course our truly-selves. 

Nasehat Seputar Keluarga dan Pernikahan [Part.1]

Beberapa bulan yang lalu, saya giat mengaji melalui Youtube. Aktivitas itu biasanya saya lakukan sehabis sholat subuh untuk menghindarkan diri dari kebiasaan tidur lagi. Nampaknya cukup efektif. Alhamdulillah saya mendapatkan ilmu baru dan juga menghilangkan rasa kantuk di kala subuh. Saat itu saya tergelitik dengan tema pernikahan dan keluarga. Saya pun mencari di Youtube kajian mengenai tema-tema tersebut. Dan dalam postingan ini saya menuliskan kembali rangkuman saya. Semua nasehat ini saya rangkumkan dari hikmah yang disampaikan oleh Bapak Quraish Shihab.

HARMONISASI KELUARGA

• Kekayaan tidak menjamin kesejahteraan
• Mengenai perkara sejahtera, Nabi bersabda : "Ketika pagi merasa aman tenteram, memiliki kesehatan dan afiat, serta makanan yang terhidang di permukaan bumi"
• Oleh karena itu syarat keluarga sejahtera, di antaranya:

1. Perasaan aman dan tenteram. Aman dalam hatinya, terhadap sanak keluarga dan hartanya
2. Kesehatan -> berkaitan dengan jasmani, dan afiat --> berkaitan dengan rohani.
3. Cukup sandang, pangan, dan papan
4. Mandiri, bekerja sungguh-sungguh dan puas dengan hasilnya. Karena, ketergantungan adalah bagian kesengsaraan.
5. Memiliki anak, sebanyak kemampuan.
6. Memiliki wawasan, tidak berhenti dan terus maju menambah pengetahuan

• Konflik dalam keluarga sebaiknya diselesaikan dengan musyawarah.
• Perceraian adalah hal yang dibenci Allah.
• Berfikirlah secara matang sebelum pernikahan, jangan sekali-kali berfikir untuk perceraian, jangan melupakan hari-hari bahagia, dan jangan membongkar aib atau keburukan pasangan.
• Sebaiknya memberi lebih banyak dan menuntut lebih sedikit.
• Terbentuknya keluarga sakinah terdiri dari beberapa elemen yaitu setelah mawaddah, rahmah, dan amanah yang terpenuhi.
• Pengertian sakinnah adalah ketenangan batin setelah gejolak, bergabungnya kecerdasan pandangan dengan tekad kuat, serta menyatunya pemahaman dan kesucian jiwa.

AMANAH, JANJI, DAN BAKTI KEPADA ORANG TUA

• Sayyidina Ali : Ada tiga hal yang harus disepakati walaupun berbeda, yaitu:

1. AMANAH, harus ditunaikan walaupun kepada non-Muslim.
2. JANJI, bahkan harus dipenuhi walaupun kepada binatang.
3. BAKTI KEPADA ORANG TUA.

• Mengapa bakti kepada orang tua dimasukkan dalam tiga hal tersebut?
• Karena orang tua memiliki naluri untuk mencintai dan berkorban kepada anak. Sedangkan anak BELUM TENTU. Oleh karena itu, Allah berpesan agar anak berbakti kepada orang tua.
• Bakti kepada Ibu dikarenakan 'penderitaan' yang dialami sebelum dan sesudah memiliki anak, yaitu ketika mengalami period,  mengandung, dan menyusui.
• Ayah mendampingi Ibu dalam melalui ketiga hal tersebut.
• Bakti belum tentu tidak mendurhakai.
• Bakti berarti:
• Mensyukuri --> menerima sedikit merasakan banyak, memberi banyak menganggap sedikit.
• Berbuat sebaik mungkin.

Sekian sedikit rangkuman bagian pertama saya. Semoga bermanfaat bagi pembaca.

Thank You 2014, Look Forward to 2015!

First week of January has been treating me fine. Life has provided me with a lot of blessings and abundance of love as well as burdens and sadness so I won't complain and grumble. Whenever I feel sad and almost give up I will remember that : I am still alive. I still have hope and faith. I am blessed with imperfections which made me closer to the Infinity. So, I am still grateful for the life and love.

I will follow the mainstream way to greet the new year with the last year's contemplation and resolution for new year. 2014 is the year of struggle, routines, surprise, adjustment. I am writing while recollecting the memories of 2014. I had a vivid picture of new year's celebration of 2014. I had no resolution at that time. 2014 went so swift.  It consisted of  hellos, goodbyes, routines, tears, laughter, love and struggles. I had no time for contemplating through this blog since early until mid year of 2014. I am busy with work and study while enjoying some fun activities to keep in balance.

Working : I spent most my time at the office. The transition and adjustment not only exhausted us but also forced us to fit in quite often. I remembered there were many dramas, tears, and political hassle internally. The positive side: the bond among the team indeed grew stronger. We never failed to support each other in the time of crisis. Yes, I mentioned that term ( 'times of crisis') many times:. Sometimes, things got so illogical and irrational and we had to pass the time of crisis, whether successfully or unsuccessfully.

The keywords for 2014 beside time of crisis are criminalizing the heroes, 'oppression', the iron of bureaucracy and violation of human right. Hoho, does that sounds so scary? I might be a bit exaggerate the situation. However, it indeed really happened as a consequence of the shifting of political regime. As a worker, we can not really fix the situation. Once, I wanted to apply one method taught in my political class. The method to respond the ongoing 'violation' which is disobedience. Hehe, but that did not really work. Because when we disobey the command or policy the effect will get worse.

There is always rainbow after hurricane and the storm will always pass. In each situation that can be a mantra. Glad and proud enough we are a solid and supportive team. I would not forget there was time when we were all sick, because of unhealthy working environment, work overload, and vertical pressure. It felt very uneasy. We were so tired and weary. Time ticked so fast, from morning until late noon we could just did work for others, for pleasuring the Big Boss. One time, I got a high fever in between that time of crisis. I won't forget that and was thankful for people taking care of me at my worst.

We can easily remember the bad times yet we also have to value the good times. I had good relationship with my colleagues and bosses. Personally and professionally, I almost had no problems with them. The stories mentioned above are only my critics toward the transformation I could not really accept. At the end of the year, I was offered the promotion and many 'services lips' in terms of incentives and improvement. However, I firmly decided I would resign for good. I already discussed with my parents and they support my decision. The main reason I wrote on my resignation letter were family concern and focus on finishing my Master studies.

The goodbye, just like any other good bye is not easy, Yet, I already decided!

Study: I can not really say much about it. I missed many classes due to office duty, therefore I did not follow the lessons well. The teacher also gave me some made-up test and assignments, which was good. And finally time for thesis. Thesis was really challenging. The first challenge is for the supervisor. I always compared with my previous supervisor in my bachelor degree and it just made me sad. So I never compared again. They were just different and I had to know the characteristic. I worked hard to steal her heart and I think I did it. She was so helpful and cooperative as a person. Yet, she never really supervised me substantially. Whenever we met we had a good discussion but only superficial things. The second challenges is about the topic itself. So a lesson learned is be smart with your topics. And better you chose topic that interest or attract you so you will have energy and spirit to mingle and dated with them.

Personal: In the beginning of the year, I gained weights a lot. It was the record that I hit that number. It happened when I only sit in front of laptop and finish my work. At work, I sat hours and hours, after-work I also sat hours and also consumed unhealthy snack a lot.  I had to catch up with my left-behind works at class so I stayed up late and food was my friend. After realizing that, I committed to have a better and healthy life style. I exercised and arranged my food portion and time. I jogged almost everyday at the morning before works. At weekend I tried another jogging tracks so that I never bored with the situation. I bought smaller plates, I cooked my own food, a lot of vegies and fruits, and skipped a big portion of dinner. Never forget: I download many Zumba series to exercise and produce sweat. Those life style just made me happy. I had supportive friends who accompany me to set the target. Although I did not reach my ideal weight, I was happy that I lost 2-3 kg for a month. It needs willingness and consistency to continue that healthy life style. I stopped already after knowing the result.

God's plan really surprised me. New people, new life-choice, new decision, new family, new life-rhythm will always create new stories. Stories that sometime when you have been trying to understand you will conclude that's the destiny, that's your fate. I am not the kind of frontal people who can describe personal stories or feelings clearly or directly. I liked to use much metaphors or explaining so abstract, especially for romance or love-affairs. So, I am trying to be honest with the feelings. Long story short, I have made big and serious decision in 2014.  I am happy and excited to welcome the new chapter in 2015. I know it will be hard and challenging as well, but when the right time is coming, I am ready to accept the challenges.

[To be continued]

[Reminder] In the Name of Process and Patience

picture from here

Not everyone is able to value the meaning of 'process' because instant results seem so promising and tempting. For those who are able to enjoy the every little things called process or effort or Ikhtiar, you are truly blessed. Most time many people forget that. They just look ahead to what they want to achieve and being obsessed with the result. And what happens if things did not work? They will be desperately sad and empty. They usually forgot that God will count the process. They don't realize that God will replace all the tears and sweat with smiles at the end. 

Being obsessed with the big picture of result will also dismiss each little things need to be valued at the most. Because if they oriented their senses and sight to far-distanced-target/goals, they will rarely appreciate small and invisible things. And, when they are 'awaken' by God's light, they will feel extremely in a loss.

The reason is because the small and invisible things in their surrounding are so beautiful. They just rarely focus on that due to delusional distractions in a distant. So, please move your focus a bit and capture the beauty within and surround you. It will affect your soul and heart. Then, you will start to appreciate the small, imperfection, invisible, yet valuable things in your life. By applying that simple virtue, you will also practice how to enjoy the process which needs time and patience.

To process patiently it indeed needs practice everyday. The simple keys that help are feeling grateful and keep the positive thoughts, positive feelings, and positive acts.

Best, Kf

[Family Getaway] Kampung Coklat

As we grew older, we tend to appreciate our family-time more. Since my brother and I studied and worked in a different city, we really valued what it feels being home and being at the hometown. Besides having a fun yet casual leisure time at home, we also loved to treasure our time by going somewhere else, just for paying a visit or tasting food. The essence was to appreciate the time together and add some excitements in our relations. Usually my mom or the kids (my brother and I) made plans and had to persuade or insist my father to agree on our planning. Sometimes, it needs more effort :P Hehe

Sunday morning, October 12th 2014, we decided  to visit Kampung Coklat. It was located in Kademangan, Blitar Regency. It took about a half an hour by car from our house, in Blitar City. My first impression after being there was why is it called Kampung? because it was just like a rest area with food-court and chocolate plantation. Hehe. We entered in one big house with has many banner that claimed that it is the right location, 'Kampung Cokelat'. We arrived there around 8 am so the situation were still conducive. It got more crowded as the times passed by. There were many table settings and tenants that sell various kinds of chocolate products. We also could observed chocolate trees and plantation arena.

I bought hot chocolate there and it tasted too sweet. They already prepared the composition which consisted of chocolate formula and sugar. When I asked the seller not to give the sugar or just give a little she refused to do so. So, the taste of hot chocolate was not that special, except just too sweet.  We were lucky to arrive early morning so that we could pick a good seat to enjoy the morning. After having a cup of hot chocolate, my brother, mom, and I took a walk around the area to take pictures while my father keep watching on our belongings since he had no interest in being in a frame. 

After that, I decided to buy food in the food court. There were many options beside chocolate, and I chose Rujaak. Because  I always missed Jawa Timuran food I rarely eat in Jogja. I appreciated the the initiator and the owner of this Kampong Coklat. His idea are not only success in empowering their neighbor and surrounding to plant chocolate but also opening the employment opportunity for them.

This place got more popular and more people from other cities also visiting this place. Most people said that it was education tourism, but I myself can not really feel the sense. Maybe because I did not really feel to educate myself by paying attention more in expanding my knowledge about chocolate. I just wanted to enjoy my time with my family and eat the food. There are also shops that sells many chocolate but the taste is different with chocolate I used to like, especially when you have already tasted many variant of chocolates, especially European chocolate.

All in all, I think they need to improve the quality of the products, such as  packaging, taste (more important), and promotion. For the place itself, I think it is perfect alternative for people to spend their leisure time with family, to know a little bit about chocolate, and to enjoy the band performance. 

[Getaway] Candi Ratu Boko

Friendship is like any other relationship that needs to take care of.

Spending a qualified time with my ladies is always blissful and worth-spending.

13th of September 2014, we went to Candi Ratu Boko to enjoy our togetherness while waiting for sunset. It was on the weekend, so, as predicted, too crowded to enjoy!

For entering the site, we must pay IDR 50K each person. The temple itself is unique, petite, and has its own beauty. It is the favorite object of photographer, especially when the twilight is approaching. I would recommend people not to come in the weekend since it would be so many people there. What I really loved is the sheer of the light when the sun started to set in the West. It is the mix color of grey sky, orange, and red.  And when it touched your face, you just feel that beauty.

[POEM] Rose is Red, Sky is Blue

picture from here

Sometimes it is funny to remember how we met.
It is not (only) fate or serendipity, yet there is Invisible Hand involved.
Far from now, we will be in the place that telescope can not reach and fortune-teller can not predict.
To go far to that place, your arms and hands are needed, to make sure that we are stronger together to hold onto life, each other, step by step.

November 28th, when the rain is falling, the yearning is pouring!
When the rose is red and sky is blue, I will (always) be praying for you.

XO

Kf

[LESSON] Value Your Health

November is always special and easy to remember when it comes to blogging. I clearly remembered my previous blog I wrote in the previous November. It is just the time of the year when you feel very sensitive about time, changes, life, and rain. Yes, rain! It is raining almost everyday here, in Jogja, and almost all over Java. Nothing wrong with rain, and please pray when it is raining. Hopefully the rain will give a lot of blessings to our environment.

Rain is like a melancholic serenade that triggered me to think random thoughts. It is just the atmosphere of spaciousness when you need hugs, warmth, and comfort for the most. When there is space in between your hope and reality, sometimes what you can do is just dreaming, imagining, and remembering. Those activities contained addictive or toxic that could destroy your 'immune' system.

Talking about the immune system, I have passed very dramatic, stressful, and sleepless nights due to my thoughtless action as a consequence of my procrastination. I have forced myself, my mind, and my body to run and catch up the deadlines. During that struggle, I consumed an unhealthy food which contained many MSG, caffeine, fat, etc. Beside, I did not absorb enough nutrition, delayed my eating-hour, and forgot about exercise. Not to mention about psychological factors.

The effect came later. I actually felt very weak and shaking aftermath of my deadline passed. It was also due to the continuous of lacking of sleeping hours. Last night, I decided to see the doctor and I was diagnosed having a high blood pressure or hypertension (140/90). And also a low blood glucose level (90- I thought it was normal until the Doctor said that is less than the ideal level around 110). That's why I felt weak. I was a bit surprised because I had never experienced to reach that high blood pressure. I always consider myself having a normal tension and a fast-recovered person. Which was different with last night reality.

I was blessed and thankful that many loving people around me care much about me and my health. I am also grateful that God 'poked' me with a very elegant way. I knew from the Internet that hypertension could lead to many serious health problems. Therefore, I need to care about myself more, changed my life habit into a healthy ones, and balancing my body and my mind. Our body is just like an alarm that test our sensitivity. I think health is a long-term investment in life, so better to care of my body as early as possible.

Please stay healthy everyone! Health is one of priceless assets in life, so do not take it for granted. You never value your health until you are not feeling healthy.

Best regards,
Kiki

[Expedition] Finally, Kelud!

Ketika Kelud Menggeliat 

Gunung Kelud, salah satu gunung berapi-aktif di Indonesia yang menghasilkan letusan sangat dahsyat tahun ini. Gunung ini terletak di perbatasan antara Kabupaten Kediri, Kabupaten Blitar, dan Kabupaten Malang. Setelah kenaikan statusnya ke beberapa level, sampai ke level tertinggi, 'Awas', gunung ini akhirnya meletus dahsyat pada tanggal 13 Februari 2014, sekitar pukul 11 malam. Pengalaman  meletusnya gunung Kelud mengiringi perjalanan pulangku ke rumah. Kebutulan tanggal 13 Februari waktu itu aku memutuskan pulang menuju Blitar karena sudah beberapa saat tidak pulang.

Seperti biasanya, setelah dijemput pukul 20.00/21.00 malam, rutinitasku selalu pamit dan minta doa melalui Whatsapp, kemudian merem sepanjang perjalanan Yogya ke Saradan, Madiun. Malam itu kuterbangun di sekitar Madiun dan mendengar percakapan sopir yang terganggu dengan kabut semacam pasir tipis yang menutupi kaca mobil. Lantas, aku melanjutkan tidur lagi. Sesampainya di RM Pagi Sore (Surya) Saradan, aku bangun dan melihat HP-ku ternyata Bapak sudah menelepon berkali-kali. Pak Sopir pun menyindir, "Gimana nih Mbak, gunungnya meletus kok malah tidur aja". Wow, aku baru sadar kalau malam itu Gunung Kelud sudah meletus. Langsung saja kutelpon orang-orang rumah memastikan semua baik-baik saja.

Perjalanan paling parah adalah ketika kami mencapai Kota Kediri. Listrik mati, pasir tebal menutupi badan jalan dan menghalangi laju kendaraan, sementara itu kendaraan berbondong-bondong ingin segera meninggalkan Kediri di tengah gerimis abu yang terus-terusan megguyur Kota. Untungnya di tengah suasana yang mencekam seperti itu semua orang mau bersabar antre di jalan dan tidak anarkis. Aku juge bersyukur sopir travel malam itu handal dan sabar. Walaupun harus berulang kali mengisi air untuk menyeka kaca depan mobil yang terkena abu dan pasir. Serta mengantar beberapa penumpang yang rumahnya sudah tertutup pasir Kelud di Kediri.

Aku mengapresiasi sopir travel yang tepat dalam mengambil keputusan untuk mengikuti sebuah truk di depannya. Ahasil perjalanan mampu dilalui dengan lancar walaupun lajunya tidak kencang, namun menapaki pasti. Surprisingly ketika sampai di Kabupaten Blitar, semua orang melongo, tidak terlihat bekas letusan Gunung Kelud. Terlibah lagi ketika sampai di Kota Blitar, udara bersih dan bahkan seperti hari normal.  Dampak letusan Kelud tidak terlalu signifikan terasa di Kota Blitar. Berdasarkan kesaksian orang rumah, kepanikan terjadi beberapa jam setelah Gunung meletus sekitar pukul 23.00 malam. Beberapa kerikil dan pasir tipis juga berjatuhan di rumah setelah gunung meletus, namun tidak masif dan intensitasnya jarang. Dampak tersebut berhasil di sapu keesokan harinya, 14 Februari 2014. Selebihnya, udara segar dan matahari terang bersinar di hari itu.

Menapaki Kelud

Akhirnya, aku menapaki Kelud. Walaupun dari rumah hanya berjarak lebih dari 20km, namun baru kemarin ketika pulang, tepatnya 7 September 2014 aku berkesempatan menginjakkan kaki di sana. Untuk pertama kalinya. Ditemani lima orang, termasuk  adik dan teman-teman kantornya, kami berangkat dari rumah naik mobil sekitar pukul 06.00 WIB. Perjalanan ke Gunung Kelud memakan waktu sekitar satu jam.

Di bawah ini beberapa rekam foto penampakan Kelud pasca erupsi dahsyat bulan Februari tahun ini.

Kami sampai di sana sekitar pukur tujuh pagi, namun matahari terang sekali. Masih terlihat sepi, karena kami pengunjung kedua yang sampai. Bagi yang membawa mobil, tempat ini adalah pemberhentian terakhir, tempat parkir mobil. Hiruk pikuk lalu lalang orang akan semakin rame menjelang siang. Di sepanjang tempat parkir ini ada warung makan dan kios penjaja makanan. Selanjutnya kami menyarankan agar naik ojek sampai ke jempatan pertama, sebelum penanjakan. Biaya ojek pulang pergi hanya Rp.10.000,-

Landscape di jembatan sebelum pendakian

I feel like hiking somewhere else, abroad. Yes, I am in the US.

Pemandangan nampak dari atas. Terlihat beberapa titik gerombolan orang. Yaitu pos dimana kami turun dari ojek untuk melanjutkan perjalanan ke atas, begitu juga dengan pengunjung yang lain. 

Long way to go, perjalanan total dari turun ojek, sekitar 1,5 km, dengan tanjakan yang mempunyai ketajaman sedang, tidak terlalu curam.

Landscape Gunung Kelud. Dari kejauhan terlihat seperti orang yang tidur berbaring.

Ini adalah akhir perjalanan, karena yellow line yang membatasi kami untuk bergerak maju ke depan. Padahal di depan sana masih banyak objek yang lebih menantang untuk dilihat, seperti bekas kawah, dan lekuk gunung yang menyimpan misteri. Tapi cukup di sini sajalah titik aman sebuah perjalanan.

Jangan membayangkan pendakian ke Kelud seperti halnya pendakian ke gunung-gunung lain di Jawa, seperti Merapi, Lawu, Merbabu. Ini lebih disebut  sebagai perjalanan ke lembah gunung untuk napak tilas sisa erupsi, wisata keluarga dan berfoto-foto. Selain itu, alternatif olahraga yang menyehatkan kaki. Tidak banyak peluh dan nafas yang keluar karena medannya ringan, bahkan untuk anak kecil. Walaupun matahari sangat terang, angin gunung juga sejuk berhembus. 

Menghela nafas sebentar, sambil merefleksikan : melihat gunung dan sisa erupsinya, serta mengingat kembali dahsyatnya efek yang ditimbulkan, betapa Maha Daya-Nya yang menciptakan dan membuat segala kejadian. Tentunya, itu lebih dari sekedar siklus alamiah letusan gunung berapi, bagi orang-orang yang berpikir.

Cheers, Kf

[FUN] 20 Facts About Me

I was tagged and challenged to share #20FactAboutMe by @amaliaeci in Instagram. This is very popular right now and I am happy to finish it,  for fun. Since I failed to upload in IG many times,  I decided to post it in in my blog.

Here there are theFacts about me you should know: ^^

1. My full name is RIZKI NUR FAUZIA.  I love the meaning of my name. When I was a baby, I almost got a different name (Rizka Faza Syahara) yet not approved by my Father. 
2. The oldest kid in my family,  have a younger brother.
3. Both my parents are teacher which I am proud of.
4. Family is everything,  and comes first. Family time is always precious.
5. I grew up in a small peaceful town in East Java, called Blitar.  The town which has no movie theater, shopping malls, KFC,  Dunkin, yet is very peaceful and pleasant to live in.
6. I loved both beach and mountain. So it is difficult to choose one.
7. I belived in the kindness and positivity.  For me,  those virtues are contagious.
8. I enjoyed travelling and going new places for a discovery. Travelling can enrich and nourish my soul. I have experienced solo travel quite often,  the longest route is from Norway to Denmark,  and France.  It was very priceless.  However, I considered that travel with the loving one(s) would be more challenging,  fun,  and memorable. Longing for that moments.
9. I really wanted to go to Baitullah for Umrah, sooner.
10. Jogging is my favorite exercise.  I should have more time to do it.
11. Smiley is my middle name. It is just the template of my face I cannot change and complain to.
12. I like listening much better than talking.  I really enjoy listening other's stories and thoughts.
13. I do blogging in:  dotkikifauzia.blogspot. com since 2010 to share my personal point of views,  experiences,  and photos. Writing does really help when others seems not care.
14. I am NOT a sentimental and sensitive person.  Forgive me for that.  Just recenty,  I was easily 'touched' and cried for reasonable factors.
15. I had difficulty to be decisive and assertive.  And am on the process of improving.
16. I am very grateful for people and things I have in life. They have just filled and completed me,  whether in good or bad.  Their presence in life must be for reason.
17. My favorite foods are many. Gudeg, ducks, seafood, mash potatoes and  Italian foods are among my favorite ones. I have been craving for 'Eggplant Parmesan' for loong time and not accomplished yet.
18. I am Aquarius,  born in February.  100% Javanese.
19. I was used to be a big soccer fan since middle school. Not anymore now.  I am a Juventini and my first crush is Filippo Inzaghi. Kinda regret why him, hahaha :D
20. Doing my thesis.  Hopefully it ll be over sooooon.  Wish me luck!

Cheers, Kf

Other Doors will Open, Welcoming You !

Parting, ending, and breaking are never easy, especially when those things are very special and memorable. Fortunately, through life, people and precedent has taught us to face and pass those part, whether successfully or unsuccessfully.  Since we are a child, we are nurtured to stand up and move on to continue life, to any direction, to upgrade our setup. However, each people will respond to the process differently, depends on their circumstances, framings, and perspectives.

For me and my surroundings, we experienced this phase quite often during these last months. It might be hard, sad, heart-breaking for some people, especially in the beginning. But the are always two-sided coins in life. There must be a lesson-learned, reshuffle, and a 'blessing in disguise' afterward. I always believe that 'time will heal and refill', and we can always remember that as memory and lesson in life.

I have witnessed many crying friends who felt the loss of loosing the loved one(s). It broke my heart, really. However, I believe that this feeling is very natural and needs to be appreciated. They might have sensible hearts to express their true feelings. Let them cry, let us cry. It is like liberating our souls and cleansing the wounded hearts. It feels hurt and sore for sure, but the wound will be dry and recovered. The recovery indeed needs time.

After all, the experience of this process will enrich your soul and soft-skills in life. The sadness and emptiness feelings will last only temporary.  Keep in mind that life is a collecting pieces of goodbye and halo, parting and meeting, breaking and joining, ending and starting. That is how life cycles. That is how important that: (1) We need to see the bright and brighter sides, (2) Look back wisely and move forward optimistically, (3) Acknowledge people at the first place. People who have been part of our life stories come crossed to us for reasons.

All in all, I cannot thank enough for those people who have experienced the process. I am very blessed and thankful to the people who have filled my days and my heart, with many memories and lesson learned. I am sorry for every mistakes, my lack of understanding, and my foolish actions. Remember, if for some reasons we are apart, it is only for artificial reasons. You are, and will be in my heart. Distance is not the matter of physical space, but a connecting of willingness heart.

Please smile and be happy!
Sincerely,

Kf

[Family Getaway] Short Reunion in Jogja, Desember 2013

Beberapa hari ini keinginan untuk mengunggah foto-foto bersama keluarga terasa menggebu. Alasannya, pertama, mengabadikan momen bersama keluarga di blog terasa bermakna, terutama jika kita ingin flash back ke beberapa masa yang lalu. Blog ini nampaknya sudah seperti album yang tersimpan rapi, siap dibuka kapanpun. Memori dan rasa terekam di situ. Kedua, mengunggah foto di media sosial, seperti Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, terasa sangat mainstream  dan kurang bisa menjabarkan makna yang lebih dalam melalui eksplanasi yang terbatas wording-nya. Ketiga, apresiasi terhadap karya seni yang diekspresikan lewat narsisme, perlu dilestarikan dan diabadikan dalam postingan :P

Desember 2013, waktu yang sibuk di antara saya dan adik sehingga kami tidak mempunyai kesempatan pulang selama beberapa bulan. Oleh karenanya, kami memutuskan untuk bertemu di Jogja, sebagai tempat yang berada di tengah-tengah antara Blitar dan Jakarta. Kmai memanfaatkan kesempatan tersebut untuk mengunjungi beberapa tempat wisata di Jogja.

Sesampainya adik di Jogja, kami langsung menuju jasa penyewaan sepeda motor. Alhamdulillah, hanya dengan mengisi formulir peminjalam dan beberapa syarat administrasi, seperti foto copy KTP, foto copy KTM dan lain-lain (saya agak lupa, tetapi tidak ribet kok) kami sudah mendapat pinjaman motor yang performanya oke beserta satu helm dan jas hujan. Berbekal dua motor, kami  menjadi pelancong domestik di berbagai obyek wisata di Jogja, seperti halnya Museum Ullen Sentalu dan Pantai Parang Tritis.

MUSEUM ULLEN SENTALU

PANTAI PARANG TRITIS

We had a brief yet great weekend together. Sayangnya Bapak harus piket menjaga rumah. Terima kasih tak terkira kepada TRIPOD yang selalu bisa diandalkan dimana pun kami ingin berpose bersama :D