Abstract Entry

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"Terkadang, 'rasa' datang tanpa butuh alasan. Dan seringkali rindu menghampiri, tanpa permisi." (KF, 2011)

My Recent Feeling

Arghh, perasaan saya sedang abstrak. Sulit untuk diungkapkan, hanya saya sendiri yang menikmati. Rahasia kedalaman hati yang tidak ingin saya bagi, secara gamblang. Hati sedang melankolis, tapi logika pikir mengatakan, " Ini hanya temporary!" Sindrom yang wajar, dialami banyak orang. Tapi, harus dikendalikan dan diarahkan ke sisi-sisi yang lebih positif. Walaupun, banyak jalan yang bersimpangan, tidak paralel ke satu tujuan, namun banyak kebijakan dan ketenangan yang saya gali dan pelajari.

Terima kasih telah memberikan sepihak rasa untuk kekayaan jiwa. Biarkanlah waktu yang menuntun secara sabar untuk menemukan alurnya. Apakah nanti, menyublim atau tersedimentasi. (?)

This is truly abstract. Thank you for reading.

Kindest regards,

Kiki Fauzia

M A R R I A G E

"My friend, younger than me, just married a few days ago. She will be
holding her wedding celebration this week. I will come for sure.
Some friends of mine already got married.
Many people decided to married on these months.
I read blog about young couple's marriage."

Those all made me over-thinking about 'marriage'^^ Haha. And all of sudden I remembered my high-school's dream. Yes, I want to get married on young age. Hahaha. So silly if I remembered that.
I understand that marriage isn't as easy as folding back our hands. We need to learn much and of course be fully-ready to that next stage of our-life.
Marriage dominated my brain tonight rather than my exam preparation.
Haha. Marriage. When? Where? With whom?
All are still m y s t e r y

Regards, -KF-